Making a Way in the Wilderness

I had my regular oncology appointment in Pittsburgh yesterday. Dr. Villaruz said the scans look good and everything is stable. Although I don’t have much scanxiety nowadays, it’s always a relief to get good news. Just to be sure that my understanding was correct, I asked her why I’m not a candidate for surgery. It’s because of the cancer’s growth pattern. The one nodule that’s visible on the CT scan could just be scarring; she’s not sure if it’s a tumor. When I was diagnosed, I was told the lung cancer was “lepidic.” This means that the tumor cells were growing along the lining of the alveolar structures (air sacs).* That’s why my lungs looked like they were draped in cobwebs. You can’t do surgery in enough places to get all of it. Thankfully, Tagrisso swept out those cobwebs – and continues to do so. We go back in December for a regular appointment. *Lepidic spread tends to be slow-growing, with minimal invasion of nearby tissues, less chance of metastasis, and overall better progno...

June 14 marked three years since my Stage IV lung cancer diagnosis and on June 30, I will complete three years on Tagrisso targeted therapy.  with my first Tagrisso pills (a sample from my oncologist), June 30, 2022 Every year as June approaches, I feel like I am reliving my own Stations of the Cross, recalling what happened each day as I walk toward the inevitable, gut-wrenching diagnosis: my GP telling me the x-ray showed “infiltration” and recommending a CT scan, getting the CT scan and the radiologist (and Leland) thinking I had TB, being sent to the LungenClinic, the doctor ruling out TB and telling me cancer was one of 3 possible explanations for my symptoms, but that it was "unlikely" because of my age, and so on. Not long ago, a Stage IV lung cancer diagnosis was a sure, quick death sentence. A researcher who wrote an article  commemorating the 20 th anniversary of the discovery the EGFR (epithelial growth factor receptor) mutation driving my cancer recalled that i...

I hadn’t written a blog post about my knee injury because I wasn’t sure whether it was related to cancer, but now I know how they are connected. The short version is that my knee swelled up so badly that I couldn’t walk on the night of May 6th/morning of May 7 th.  Because I am on blood thinners, the knee joint kept filling up with blood, a condition that I learned is called hemarthrosis. I’ve spent the past 4+ weeks meeting with a bazillion doctors (GP, orthopedic doctor, orthopedic oncologist, orthopedic surgeon, hematologist), going to the ER (twice), having my knee drained (3 times), and mostly lying on the sofa for 2 of those weeks, trying to get the swelling to come down. I still have a bit of swelling, but I’ve been able to walk 10-20+ minutes the past week without making it worse. I’m still wearing a compression sleeve, which is a step up from the brace and crutches I was using before. Now for the longer version. There was no particular event that caused the injury. The d...

My routine oncology visit to Pittsburgh last Tuesday was, thankfully, uneventful. I calculated that this was our 11 th trip. We were in and out in less than an hour – a new record! Typically, my bloodwork is scheduled for noon and then we wait for nearly an hour (or more) to see Dr. Villaruz at 1pm. This time, we walked out at 12:52pm. My scans are stable, and I return in 4 months. I also learned last week that my pulmonary function test results are back in the normal range. That is a big relief. It seems the lower number from my January test was a fluke. This Wednesday is the launch of the book I co-edited with Rakhat Zholdoshalieva at UNESCO Institute for Lifelong Learning (UIL). in Hamburg, Germany.  Family and Intergenerational Literacy and Learning: International Perspectives is a free, open-source book published by UIL. (You can register for the April 2 book launch here .)  Why do I mention this in my cancer blog? Because this three-year book project is intertwined w...

Thankfully, I haven’t had much to report health-wise. I’m continuing to feel well, and now only use oxygen while flying. I did have a major skirmish with insurance because I noticed that the oxygen supply company said I owed over $550 in unpaid bills, instead of the usual $16/month. After hours of sleuthing and contacting PSU’s Highmark concierge, I learned that the oxygen company somehow neglected to submit the in-network renewal paperwork, so I was being charged out-of-network prices for 5 months. Earlier this month, I spent nearly an hour on the phone filing an appeal. I learned this week that it was approved…but I still wasted probably 3-4 hours of time and a lot of mental energy because of someone else's incompetence. I had my pulmonary function test today, the first since May 2024. One indicator increased, another decreased slightly, and the third decreased from 86% to 75% (% of expected value for women my age). (see below) My pulmonologist thinks this may be a function of ...

We drove to Pittsburgh for my quarterly appointment last Thursday. Everything went well. Nothing new on my scans. Scarring is what distinguishes my lungs from "normal" lungs. When I asked Dr. Villaruz if there are any signs of cancer, she said that if they did 100 biopsies and looked at the cells under the microscope, they could maybe find some cancer, but there's nothing visible on the scan. I do, however, have to continue taking Tagrisso or the cancer will return.  Hearing that there are no visible signs of cancer was fantastic news! I've now graduated to scans and appointments every 4 months instead of 3. This was a bright spot for us in an otherwise bleak, depressing week. Also, last week I started biking without my oxygen for the first time. I was a bit apprehensive, but I didn't feel short of breath, even during my speed workout. So now I'm only using oxygen on flights longer than 1-2 hours! I drove up to Ithaca for the weekend to see grad school and run...

November is lung cancer awareness month. I never knew anyone with lung cancer; I assumed that it only affected people who smoked. But anyone with lungs can get lung cancer. In fact, lung cancer rates are rising among female never-smokers under 55 – particularly Asian and Asian American women. I was diagnosed at age 49; I had no risk factors and had never smoked a single cigarette. The material below is adapted from https://www.lungcancerresearchfoundation.org/for-patients/free-educational-materials/lung-cancer-facts/ Lung cancer is the leading cause of cancer death worldwide. -About 234,580 people will be diagnosed with lung cancer in 2024 in the U.S. -1 in 16 people will be diagnosed with lung cancer in their lifetime (1 in 16 men and 1 in 17 women). Lung cancer kills almost 3 times as many men as prostate cancer and almost 3 times as many women as breast cancer. Lung cancer claims about as many lives each year as breast, pancreatic, and prostate cancer combined. But these three canc...