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"Grace finds beauty in everything."

A silver lining of staying in Hamburg for medical care is getting to enjoy views like this (on our walk to MRI appointment). My friend Cherish shared this quote from U2: "Grace finds beauty in everything." We will miss the water, bridges, public spaces, and beautiful scenery of Hamburg.



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